Conclusions

Well, i have a blog. fun. But, why do people get blogs? do they really feel the need to tell the world all about their lives? and do they really think people will read it? personaly, i dont expect any one to read this, and if they do read it for some reason, i dont expect they will come back again, nor try to uncode my horrible spelling. i find some level of hipocracy in that i just got a blog, and am blogging about the un-known reasons people get blogs. For me, I think its more like a diary and an outlet. A chance to maybe connect with people, share some of my self with them. but, for the most part, i dont know why im even typing this. Not that i have better things to do really, im a teen, we get bored, and facebook is getting well, boring. Im not trying to amaze people with my life, its not normal, but not worth reading about. Im not trying to get discovered for anything, and if i were, the only tallent i have thats even mildy close to being discover-worthy is my poetry and my cooking. But, there is youtube for that. so, we can rule out that i do not want to get discovered. maybe its cuse i seek attention although i dont think it is. Im the first born, and have a good amount of friends, so i think i get enough attention. The only other conclusion i can come up with is this helps me discover my self. As a teen, im searching to find me. No easy task for sure. how do i even know that i like the music i think i like? there really is no way to tell at this point. so, dear reader, (i say this not expecting anyone to really read this) if high school, girl trying to find her self stories are your thing, come back again, cuse thats just what this blog is. the story of my life as a highschooler who is trying to find herself.